Just because...

"And I've been facing this alone
For much too long
I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me
About growing up and what a struggle it would be
In my tangled state of mind
I've been looking back to find
Where I went wrong"

"Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me"

Last night I dreamt
That somebody loved me
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm

Last night I felt
Real arms around me
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm

So, tell me how long
Before the last one ?
And tell me how long
Before the right one ?

The story is old - I know
But it goes on
The story is old - I know
But it goes on

Oh, goes on
And on
Oh, goes on
And on

The Smiths

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Blank

What to say? What to do? (maybe nothing... maybe everything)
Shall we start moving, shall we wait?
Shall we keep hitting the same button, shall we move on?

Shall we move forward or maybe head backwards?
Can one start over, for real?

So many questions...

Where are the answers?

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Now playing: Babyshambles - Carry On Up The Morning
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Citação

"A verdade nunca é injusta, pode magoar, mas não deixa ferida."

Eduardo Girão

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Thinking...

Sometimes you just don´t want to think about anything... because the more you do it, the worse you feel. You try to focus on something that you like... yet you can´t find anything.

Wouldn´t it be much easier if sometimes you could shut your brains down? And just live... without thinking... Now that sure would be interesting!

It´s whithin these days that you find that you don´t have anything which fulfill your needs... and you have to go on with it (as if you weren´t used to it already). And boy... it sucks (hard)!

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Now this is why I love music... there´s always some lyrics you can identify with and somewhat feel a bit better and less lonely, oh and if it´s by a great band, it´s even better! hehe

"Ah you dont really look so easy
You spend a lifetime looking for someone
And then they come and youre just so uneasy
You get the feeling that if I dont come
Then theres one more story be on your way"

Brilliant... thank you Johnny!

lyrics from: Can´t Stop This Feeling I´ve Got by Razorlight

Alcohol

Porque nem sempre o álcool tem o efeito tão desejado de fugir à dura realidade...

Fica aqui uma música de umas das minhas bandas favoritas, acerca de todo o desencanto pela vida e pelas pessoas, assim como o poder do álcool, refúgio de tantas e tantas pessoas face a um Mundo tão injusto e cruel...

On the Other Side

I'm tired of everyone I know
Of everyone I see
On the street
And on TV, yeah

On the other side
On the other side
Nobody's waiting for me
On the other side

I hate them all, I hate them all
I hate myself
For hating them
so I'll drink some more
I'll love them all
I'll drink even more
I'll hate them even more than I did before

On the other side
On the other side
Nobody's waiting for me
On the other side

Here we go

I remember when you came
You taught me how to sing
Now, it seems so far away
You taught me how to sing

I'm tired of being so judgemental
Of everyone
I will not go to sleep
I will train my eyes to see
That my mind is as blind as a branch on a tree

On the other side
On the other side
I know what's waiting for me
On the other side

On the other side
On the other side
I know you're waiting for me
On the other side

by: The Strokes

ps: este post foi escrito em português... blame the hangover.

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Patience

Sometimes patience is all you need. There´s really nothing else to do but waiting... patiently... for the good times to come, for that person to come, for that moment to come, for your true happiness to come (at last).
Wouldn´t it be wonderful if we had some sort of remote control where we could skip some parts of your life? Imagine fast-forwarding it.. or going backwards... to that moment where you were the most happiest person in the entire world... untill it vanished at the speed of the light... and the world was back again on full gas... Was it a dream? It was all so fast...
How come good things happen and end so quickly while bad stuff keeps coming and coming without a deadline (imagine a disclaimer saying: bad days due to end soon)? It would be really damn nice you know?

Oh well... guess what? Just a little MORE patience...

Lucky?

They say that if you´re unlucky in the game, you´re lucky in love.

What if you ain´t lucky on both?


Yes...I´m THAT helpless...


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People...

You think you know someone and they turn out to be a cheat.
And then, suddenly... you´re all alone (again) knowing that it wasn´t the first or last time it will happen.

Ain´t it sweet?


God, I just wanted something to believe in... guess I´ll have to keep waiting...


How much long?


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My own way

I´m on my way

My own way

Will you come along?

I´m sure you won´t.

You don´t understand.

No one does… but me

I didn´t mean to hurt you

But I´m on my way

My own way.

I see things differently

Blame me if you want… but it ain´t easy to be me

I know nothing about love

It doesn´t make sense to me

But…afterall

nothing does

Again, I´m on my way

And I´m sure you don´t want to come along

It would be too hard for you

Too much to think… too much to say

And I´m on my way, all by myself

Seeking the truth that no one cares about…

But me.

by me

I´m this person...

I´m this person that thinks we´re here because we have a mission to do. I believe in destiny, I believe in faith... and I assure you that if I didn´t I would be completely lost in this world of greed, unlimited ambition and, above all, a world of pretenders who intend just to please, seeking to do themselves good (never the others). This has been a very dificult journey, one where I feel many times misunderstood, alone, confused and, above all, desillusioned (because, even after all, I still believe in the good of people). However, I still have faith that all these dark times will end one day... and that finally, that reward I´ve been looking forward for so long... will finally appear.

I´m this person who believes that our hard work, our efforts, our values and our moral will lead us to a good path in this life... that someday, we will get rewarded for having behaved fairly, according to justice, and to our own beliefs.

I´m this person who believes that one day, honesty will prevail above hipocrisy...

...that and one day, I will wake up and tell myself that all this that I´m going through now was worth it... because, in the end, all that matters is that I lived as I believed.


Here´s some lyrics of this beautiful song by Whitney Houston which in part relates to what I´m feeling and have exposed in this post:

Greatest Love of All

I believe the children are our are future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the childrens laughter remind us how we used to be
Everybody searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone to fulfill my needs
A lonely place to be
So I learned to depend on me

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyones shadows
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They cant take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the childrens laughter remind us how we used to be

And if by chance, that special place
That youve been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love

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The beginning...

I decided to start this blog essentialy to break free from everything that is stuck in my head and wants to go out...desperately...I´m writing in english as it´s so much easier for me to express myself this way (funny huh?).
I have no idea what will be brought out from this blog, but I assure it will come right from my soul... as I´m honest that way. Talking about honesty, wouldn´t world be a much better place if we all were a bit more sincere? haha... I´ll talk about that on another occasion... For now, I´ll just post the lyrics of my favourite song of all time, and basically, the theme of my life.

Somebody To Love

Can anybody find me somebody to love
Each morning I get up and die a little
Can barely stand on my feet
Take a look at yourself in the mirror and cry
Lord what you're doing to me
I have spent all my years in believing you
But I just can't get no relief, Lord!
Somebody, somebody (twice)
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

I work hard every day of my life
I work till I ache my bones
At the end (at the end of the day) I take home my hard
earned pay all on my own
I get down on my knees and start to pray
Till the tears run down from my eyes
Lord-somebody-somebody
Please can anybody find me, somebody to love?

He works hard
Everyday-I try and I try and I try
But everybody wants to put me down
they say I'm going crazy
They say I've got a lot of water in my brain
I got no common sense
I got nobody left to believe
Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah

Oh Lord
Somebody, somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?
Anybody find me someone to love?

Got no feel I got no rhythm
I just keep losing my beat (you just keep losing and
losing)
I'm OK, I'm alright (he's alright he's alright)
Ain't gonna face no defeat
I just gotta get out of this prison cell
Someday, I'm gonna be free Lord!

Find me somebody to love
Can anybody find me....Somebody to love?
Find me somebody to love...

by Queen

(Thank you Freddie... wherever you are right now)

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